So..I have encountered the
spirit of self-injury in a multitude of ways and through a myriad of people
over the last couple weeks. The majority
of the people are quite close to me; so I will refrain from saying names just
in case the highly unlikely situation occurs that they find my super secret
blog spot. One thing I take very much to
heart and quite serious is the threat and/or thoughts of self-harm. Been there, know there, wrote a song about
it, moving on with life, free for almost five years now, after being a
lifer. So I get the crazy random urges,
as well as the “seriously help me” cries.
Now I also do not accept coincidence as a real thing. So, I have to stand back, in hind sight, and
look at all the occasions wherein humans crying out without resolve chose me
(one didn’t choose but got me anyhoo) to lend an ear, knowing how seriously I
take such things. So as not to keep it
hidden nor belabored..short story..every single person is safe and whole.
I realize that the downward
slope I was personally in, polar-stuff, was not the focus here. It’s not about
me is something I remind myself to remember on the regular. I’m listening to Style by Taylor on repeat
right now btw. So, yeah, between polar
shifts and…there has never been characters based on that wording, shifters yes,
but polar shifting not so much. Hm.
Interesting. K, back on
topic. I have been putting myself out
there spiritually for a little while now and I should have been preparing for
something/anything coming my way; but silly me did not do that other than
acknowledging that I realized it would be a prudent thing to do. What do they say about dreams without
blahblah is fruitless? Yeah, well, **looking
around** I don’t see any bushels of fruit around here. The only victory is in the safety that was
provided to these male and female humans by Someone of the Universe. I take no credit.
With that said, my dream (and
always had been, just without structure or name since late teens) is to own and
run Eteos Logos House or Compound-preferably..a female housing unit unlike any
other. Universe, please send me the knowledgeable
and connections to make this become reality. Changing lives..just being a small
instrument in guiding a soul into its’ purpose and joyfulness is enough for me
to happily, gratefully wake up excited in the morning –if I could for free,
without worry of financial stress, I most certainly would be more than willing.
I am goal oriented, yet still
the spoiled only-child inside, still wants to remain getting her way. I coach others on finances and life skills,
with much success; but in certain areas, I seem to retract from the thought of
rejection to what I obviously see as the right and only way. Pray for a sista!
Thankful for a wonder-filled day
that began with His Awakening at 3:30 am~
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